I just really need praying for I need a miracle… i’m only 15 i have going thru abuse, sexual, verbal, physical and I need help to let go of this . My family is struggling with the finance we have not a lot of money to pay for bills. Food. And day to day stuff. We are in a mess we have bills due and no money to pay for them. My sister has bipolar and she is getting depressed and she needs Jesus…. I’m struggling my self… i have been a self harmer for the last 3 years, last 1-2 years I have been drinking and lately i have started doing drugs… Plus i’m failing in school i’m not passing my subjects… OH and my parents marriage isn’t the best the is always talking of DIVORCE, I just need help really badly…plus i have lost 6 close mates to overdoses on drugs and alcohol , ( none of them were Christians) I just don’t know how long i can hold on for.. I’m at the end of it…I NEED HELP :(